"You took my hand you showed me how, you promised me you'd be around, ah, that's right. I took your word and I believed, in everything you said to me, yea huh, that's right" Pink-from the song Who Knew"
When an angel entered my life I thought I was walking on clouds in the heavens. She pulled something of me that was in a place which I thought was baried. She made me feel in full the divine which always dwelled in me. She told me things like she would always cherish our friendship and I would always be an aspect in her life.
"If someone said three years from now, you'd be long gone, I'd stand up and punch them out, cause they're all wrong, I know better, cause you said forever, and ever, who knew" Pink-from the song Who Knew"
In the mist of our friendship others told me I did too much. They told me with a delusional thought of love that I shouldn't bother to be in the presence of this angel. They said that our friendship was a farce, that if it were so then this angel would be with me in ways that just weren't occurring at that moment in time. But if they only knew that within me, I was using my mental fist to punch these negative words as if they were punching bags. Not in a literal since of knocking someone out but in a more realistic, imaginary since and you can believe me when I say, these naysayers did feel these punches. Nothing could have pulled me out of this fantasy which seemed to be a reality of an angel in my life.
"Remember when we were such fools, and so convinced and just too cool, oh no, no no. I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend, I'd give anything" "Pink-from the song Who Knew"
The softness of this angel's touch was euphoria and the gracefulness of her presence was that of the unreal. I felt as if I were on top of the world when by her side. She truly was a messenger from God, her utter essence was that of the divine and her friendship meant the world to me. She was my angel and my friend and I will always cherish this.
When someone said count your blessings now for they're long gone. I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong. They knew better, still you said forever and ever, who knew.
I'll keep you locked in my head, until we meet again and I won't forget you my friend. What happened?
If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone. I'd stand up and punch them out. Cause they're all wrong and That last kiss, Ill chersih, Until we meet again. And time makes it harder. I wish I could remember, but I keep, Your memory. You visit me in my sleep. My darling. Who knew? Pink-Who Knew
So this closes a chapter in the story of my life. And as I venture to new and improved uncharted waters, I will never forget you my friend. Because the love that I developed for you was something that always lived within. You will always be my darling, even as I move farther away from you. You will always be cherished, you are my special friend. But then it became a reality, the day when my angel would ascend. So I'm not angry and there is no pain. Because you ARE and will always be within my heart, this euphoric aspect of you within my soul will always remain the same. So as you keep moving forward within your own angelic life's experience, remember you will be cherished until we meet again. My darl, I love you, my darling, who knew.
We all have that aspect of love within this world that shows us what we truly are within. I made a friend out of an angel whom had to ascend to new heights within her own life. So as she smiles and enjoy her heavenly experience of life to come, her essence and her strength will always fuel me. She is my angelic lovely darling, if we only knew.........
Love those who touch you in deep ways, cherish them and know that if they need to leave your physical presence, it isn't about you at all. You just like me are a child of God, God's children never could lose what they cherish but love never clings and love never causes stagnation. Let them go to grow as they may and affirm joy and happiness for them. Know that they will aways be a part of you so that you may grow within your own life's experience. If they need to leave, just encourage with love and if you need to say they words, just utter to yourself with joy in your voice, WHO KNEW??
Namaste (and for my angel remember to always blossom....)
